Herh's bloggie

Hello!

2010-07-04T09:05:00.000-07:00

It's been so so so so so long since I last updated my blog.
College life has been busy with all the assignments and tests but still outing after classes use up more time than assignments do. :DI never thought of updating my blog but after so long without blogging, somehow I felt like doing so.
The blog reminds me of lots of memories but that's the past, I have successfully gone through the sad times and I don't wanna be sad about it anymore.
I'm having exam tomorrow and I'm praying hard so that I won't fail my stupid accounting. Wish me luck friends =)

Buds from Class. Davison Sean KuanYu Elena Tying KhongYi Chek Kelvin Andy Rowan. :)
Last but not least. :) :) :)

Loves :D

2010-03-26T03:59:00.000-07:00

College life now!

woooooooooooo!

So much fun!

And I missh you soo muchhh :(

I hope you're not down anymore

because i managed to wake up and call you :D

Some milk bottle love for you <3

2010-03-15T07:55:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone!

I am updating my blog because i have got nothing to do which is so sad :(

Here's some pictures :D

My prezzie :D

My recent addiction :D

The Simpsons! :D

Family Guy :D

Oh no, my recent and always will be obsession <3

Donch you stare at me :P

I sangat misssssh niii :P

:P

2010-03-11T09:11:00.000-08:00

I am so lazy and i don't feel like updating my blog,

but since someone's forcing me to update it,

I'll have to :P

Disappointing SPM results,

but everyday's a good day having you with me :)

Pictures =D

See how stupid we are :D

Your smiles :)

2010-03-05T06:32:00.000-08:00

Just a short update.

The parade. :D

ps. I want to have more time with you.

But I couldnt make it.

I just want you to know.

I love you no matter what <3

:D

2010-03-03T06:19:00.001-08:00

one month and counting
=D
ily <3

:)

2010-03-02T09:10:00.001-08:00

不是因为寂寞才想你
只是因为想你才寂寞
:D

:D

2010-03-01T22:11:00.000-08:00

Since someone requested me to update my blog,
I shall not disappoint her. :D
Not much though to update,
I am going college soon.
I mean very soon. =D

Life's boring before.
But not after having you deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer <3

:(

2010-02-24T09:03:00.000-08:00

I am missing you badly.

Teach me how.

I want you badly here with me :(

我什么都没有
只是有一点吵
如果你感到寂寞
我带给你热闹
为你绕一绕
没有什么大不了
却可以让你微笑
其实我很烦恼
只是你看不到
如果我也不开心
怕你转身就逃
而你转身就逃
爱上一个人
一定要让他相信
这世界多么美好
对每个人都说还好
我的心我的情你不需要明了
只要我对你好
这样的温柔你要不要
其实你爱我像谁
扮演什么角色我都会
快不快乐我无所谓
为了你开心我忘记了累不累
其实你爱我像谁
任何的表情我都能给
Woo 在你身上学会流眼泪

I cinta cinta cinta cinta cinta you sayang <3

=)

2010-02-21T12:14:00.000-08:00

Its 4 in the morning
and I am not keeping my promises :P
You know why,
I don't get enough time with you :(

YOUR FAULT!

my stupid face :P

Its been long since we last took photo of us together :D

=D

2010-02-19T12:26:00.000-08:00

I am missing you right now
=(
Hope you're doing fine with your work
=D

Ps. I don't know if I should say I love you the most or I love you the least, because you have all my love and I love you, just you one <3

Valentine's =D

2010-02-14T21:11:00.000-08:00

Happy valentine's to US

and Goodbye valentine's to Malaysia

I don't know what to write

Just wanna say

I'm lucky to have two valentine's day.

and I miss you girl <3

What a CNY eve

2010-02-13T04:09:00.000-08:00

I had never been through such a Chinese New Year's eve before.
Down and lonely.
Dont wanna mention about it anymore.
It sucks!
:(
Valentine's just tomorrow.
She's not here.
What should i do?
:(

Gotta live like we Dying!

Imy :(

2010-02-11T21:12:00.000-08:00

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

Ps. Sorry for not being able to online on time :( imy

I am a redhead!

2010-02-07T19:25:00.000-08:00

I am so sorry that i woke up late.

Didnt had a goodnight sleep yesterday.

Nothing much.

Just some pictures of me being a redhead and of course my favourite webby session :)

My redhead!

It reminds me of you :(

Webby! :)

Tada!!

2010-02-05T07:37:00.000-08:00

Its a very boring life waiting for college intake the coming month.

What to do!

Afterall, I'm still free and I can webby all the time.

Pictures of webby session :)

P.S. I am engaged :D

Short Update :D

2010-02-03T06:49:00.000-08:00

Since i had nothing do, i might just as well update my dead blog.

I am really into American Dad these days.

They just fill my time when she's not online.

Here's some pictures of it.

American Dad!

Francine, Stan,Steve, Hayley,Roger, Klaus

The great American Dad show! :D

Dear god,

the only thing i ask of you is to hold her when i'm not around,

when i'm much too faraway.

We all need that person who can be true to you.

I left her when i found her,

and now i wish i stayed.

Cause i'm lonely,

i'm tired,

I'm missing you again,

oh no,

once again <3

Here without you

2010-01-30T20:17:00.000-08:00

Here Without You

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me, yeah

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh

Ps: Webby Session! :D

Only webby sessions :(

But every moment i spent with you is the moment i treasure :)

You're the best i never knew i needed

2010-01-29T20:31:00.000-08:00

Never Knew I Needed

for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)
for the ending of my first begin
(ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
and for the rare and unexpected friend
(ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
for the way you're something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

my accidental happily (ever after) (oh oh oh)
the way you slime and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed (oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
so now it's so clear i need you here always

who'd knew that i'd be here (who'd knew that i'd be here oh oh)
so unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)
undeniablely happy (hey)
said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)

girl you're the..
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (said i needed oh oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (needed oh)
so now it's so clear i need you here always
baby baby
now it's so clear i need you here always

Webby session! :D

Thunderr

2010-01-27T20:55:00.000-08:00

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

P.S. Dont you understand why my heart stays 21 hours away from me? :P

=(

2010-01-26T23:28:00.000-08:00

Take care Eelyn :)
All the Best!
Che che che Cheng!

In fame.

Fame. From left, Edison, Isaac, Me, Eeyeen, Eelyn, Hui Shang

Fame.

Fuel @ autocity

Fuel

Two pineapple juices! XD

OMG! girls toilet :P

Smiles :D

Oikkk! Excuse me!

Dont try to be funny with me!

She's driving!

Hello!

Last of all ):
TC!
Do miss penang and of course, ME!
:)

Disappointment

2009-12-31T11:50:00.000-08:00

I'm disappointed

Let's bring it out in this way.

Disappointment

never ran out of my life.

Its like my closest friend to have at all times.

It keep giving me surprises that i can say unexpected/indescribable.

I'm used to telling myself I'm okay

but

the truth is

I never get over it all the time.

Let's hope a new year

makes a better life for me.

Get over every disappointments.

Its okay.

I'm fine.

;(

Wooohooooo

2009-12-19T22:52:00.000-08:00

The end of SPM

;)

everything fun is coming towards me

No more clubbing please

no more for me.

Addicted to something else these days.

And btw

Yesterday so sui.

Drove over red light.

Kena caught.

rm20 luckily

HAHAHAHA

14th of December

2009-12-12T01:36:00.000-08:00

14th of December

SPM

Byebye!

i miss you ;(

SPM SPM

2009-11-24T09:10:00.000-08:00

SPM SPM

ownage!

Need you now- Lady Antebellum

2009-11-15T11:32:00.000-08:00

Need you now- Lady Antebellum
Picture perfect memories, Scattered all around the floor.
 Reaching for the phone cause, I can’t fight it any more.
 And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time. 
 It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now.
 Said I wouldn’t call  but I lost all control and I need you now. 
 And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.  
Another shot of whiskey, can’t stop looking at the door. 
Wishing you’d come sweeping in the way you did before.
 And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time. 
 It’s a quarter after one, I’m a little drunk, And I need you now. 
Said I wouldn’t call but I lost all control and I need you now. 
 And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now. 
 Yes I’d rather hurt than feel nothing at all. 
It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now. 
And I said I wouldn’t call but I’m a little drunk and I need you now. 
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.
 I just need you now. Oh baby I need you now.
I hope i really made the right decision =/

=/

2009-11-06T08:28:00.000-08:00

Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are, you stick around and I just don't know why

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

Listen
Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?

Let me love you- Mario

I am a different man right now.

Different points of view.

Different ways of handling things.

I chose to be like this.

I had no regrets.

I am not the ever so cheerful guy anymore.

Smiles are fake.

Laughs pretended.

Depressed.

I lost my way.

Where's my future?

Where's my everything?

No more self confidence.

No more love.

I just don't know how to do it anymore.

Don't know how to say it out anymore.

The indescribable disappointment

The unsaid feelings.

Left me searching for an answer deep inside myself.

Outing with friends

2009-11-01T00:57:00.000-07:00

Mean Machine AutoShow outing.

Let the pictures do the talking.

The crew.

BMW NFS tuned

RX-8 NFS tuned

The third best bass around town

The second best bass around town

At last, the winner. I shall name it MOIS

Tambun seafood- Small kailan with salted fish

Tambun Seafood- Nestum prawn

Fuel - Recharge event

Fuel- Our table. Bacardi with Heinekens XD

我怕就怕　失望
其餘一切也不枉
所有代價　通通捨割
心血都流光
抹去害怕　撕掉稀罕
忘情才游到彼岸
我命裏鑽不出因果
真假如浮雲　天也在看

=）

Birthday parties

2009-10-18T07:21:00.000-07:00

At last

i am here to update my blog

kinda busy these few days

Lots and lots of birthdays during October

A short update here will say it all.

1st birthday boy: Boo Teik aka Lagger Boo

Ocean Palm Suite Parkroyal

Another birthday boy: Ting Yao aka Lesbian

A view from the suite

Blurry. The Ship

Russian Chicken

Got a few pattern heavy XD enghong teawhy kassen yuzhe xiawei

Bose with iphone

Another october guy: Yongsheng aka Whyass

The drunk of the night : raymond XD

Combined birthday party at Dome

Chuen laughing when heard about Xue T*ng. XD

Ray poses with MX's camera

Happy birthday !

The only couple XD

All of the birthday boys that night x)

She's nothing like a girl you've ever seen before

Nothing you can compare to your neighbourhood hoe

I'm trying to find the words to describe this girl

Without being disrespectful

Freaky Friday

2009-10-02T10:23:00.001-07:00

Today is such a good day

I woke up late

and went to teik's place late

We're supposed to go for dim sum

but there's no transport

at last we ended sitting his sister's car

and went for netcity

Soon after

my mummy came to pick us up

and dropped teik ys and teawhy back

Dinner at Starview

with family members

to celebrate the 20th anniversary XD

after that

NETCITY again

then conway

and coffee island at last

hectic day

but it was fun

SPM coming really soon

gotta study harder than ever

Days ahead may be hard

but

the Rainbow always come after the rain

But i'm afraid

It's too late to apologize

It's too late

I say it's too late to apologize

Best I Ever Had

2009-09-26T09:16:00.000-07:00

I can still feel

the accident

I can still smell

the engine

I can still imagine

the faces of everyone

I am fine

I am bruised

but not injured

No worries.

As i said

its a phase of life

I shall be happy i faced it right now

and i had no injuries

GOD LOVES HERH

i know

and

HERH LOVES GOD too

My friends asked me

if i would still speed when i drive

I would like to reply

Speeding is not an option

Its a compulsory XD

but

i am really scared to get my friends involved.

Sorry to han wen

for getting your neck bruised.

I say

You the fuc*ing best

This is life

2009-09-24T02:19:00.000-07:00

Life's unpredictable.

You may see me smiling today
but
you may also see me lying on a hospital bed tomorrow

To be informed
I met an accident
I felt so sorry
to those who sat in my car
especially
to Liang Chek

To take it as a lesson
and learn.
This is life.
Impossible is nothing.
=/

Meet me halfway

2009-09-21T22:36:00.000-07:00

Those sleepless nights are over

I am better than ever

I felt so alive

I had been through harder times

These days may be hard

but it's not hard enough to bring me down

I woke up from a dream

a nightmare

This is it.

Everything's over.

Stick to my principles of my life

-Eat while you can

-Play while you can

-Sm**e while you can

-Dr**k while you can

-Enjoy while you can

This is me

This is myself

This is Herh

Can you meet me halfway?

I can't go on further than this.

I want you so bad, it's my only wish

Back to the old days

2009-09-19T23:18:00.000-07:00

I love those good old days

where me and my friends

used to go snooker

and chill at sega.

Friends

I'm back.

No more waiting to be back to this kind of life.

No more girlf's stuffs.

No more texting.

This is what i meant to be

I'm not movin

A phase of life

2009-09-18T09:39:00.001-07:00

The best way to end everything

is to

Forgive and Forget.

I am so happy now.

Idk why.

The feelings

its awesome.

I don't feel anything like missing someone.

Or loving someone.

I felt so free.

I felt i gone out of control.

I felt

REVIVED and ALIVE

Today was a good day

Tomorrow would be a better one.

Appreciation

2009-09-16T09:00:00.000-07:00

Appreciation

exists no more in my life.

When my hard work

my determination

doesn't earn me any compliments.

When my love

and the everything i gave in

doesn't earn me any appreciation.

What am i doing all these for?

People around me?

NO!

I do it for myself.

I don't need any appreciation, any compliments.

I don't need it anymore.

Everything i can be

Everything you should be

That's why i need you here

So hear this now

Come home =)

Divine

2009-09-15T00:39:00.000-07:00

I hide only to defy you
Take away the only love inside you
I see the face through everyone
Inside I've just begun!
You think I'm out to scare you
I'm only out to prepare you for when
you stop and turn around
Your body's going down!

You're gonna waste your time,
Your life will soon be mine,
You're definitely one of a kind, and
You're suffering 'cause of me, it's divine

Tell me why you never liked me
Tell me wht it is you fight me

(Tell me why, so you'll fight me)
Pull down and wait for the perfect time
to take what is rightfully
mine
You think they're dumb to defy me
You said you don't want to defy me
-You wait, to dumb run anyone (. .
.you don't want anyone)
Oh well. . .

You know what, Fuck you!
I'm fed up with you!
I'm not as good as you?!
Fuck no! I'm better than you!

Did you really think you'd
beat me at my own game?!
You try to see what you got
Me ripping at your brain!

Change

2009-09-12T06:06:00.000-07:00

Changes

in our lives,

I had seen enough of it.

My friends,

my family members,

my loved ones.

People

don't change at our will.

They change at theirs.

I smiled,

I laughed,

and I know

I can do nothing to change them

Just live with it.

I don't wanna care anymore.

Sacrifices

2009-09-11T09:15:00.000-07:00

People around me used to tell me

'You need sacrifices to get what you want'

But to me,

sacrificing doesn't make any sense in my life.

When people doesn't appreciate your sacrifices

When your sacrifices doesn't help you in anything

You would find the word 'sacrifice' no where in your dictionary.

It's Over

2009-08-31T04:56:00.000-07:00

I sat down

looking through our pictures, movie tickets

My tears dropping one by one

I wiped it off

knowing i will have to be strong

to get over this

You are the one who's with me everytime

You're the one who share my everything with me

You're the one whom i had sacrificed a lot for

I believe there's a rainbow after the rain

I missed you through sleepless nights

I know its time to say goodbye

I know this relationship not gonna work anymore

Maybe a number of days

or a couple of weeks

or a few months

I'm going to leave out all the rest

I tell myself

I slapped myself

I cried

and I know

these times would be hard.

I showed cruelty to you

as i did to myself.

If i will have a final say about my love to you

I wouldn't say anything

because there's no words that can describe my love for you

we just let it be

Let the time pass

I'm sure

You and me

we will be fine.

I close my eyes

say my prayers to the god.

Hope that you will be fine and me either.

as you always said

ily and i always do.

This is the full stop of our relationship.

i love you and i really do

Random

2009-08-23T08:07:00.000-07:00

Sometimes love comes around,

it knocks you down,

just get back up when it knocks you down.

It sounds like we are able to get up when love knocks someone down,

but it doesnt seems to be the same way as it was to be.

Busy days

2009-07-31T22:27:00.000-07:00

I am so busy these few days.

Studies.

Outings.

Tuitions.

And i am feeling like missing something in my life.

I just dont know what it is.

But i feel empty in me.

Maybe its just in my dreams or whatsoever.

Idk.

My feelings.

Its hard to be described.

Its just too confusing.

I had been trying my best to show my smile everytime.

Even though i am not feeling good deep in me

Still i'll have smile it out.

Having problems in every way.

From love to studies.

I just dont know the way to face it.

That's why i managed everything of my own badly.

Maybe i should just stop doing so much.

Stop thinking too much.

Just let it be.

I'll be having a hotel stay/party tonight.

I'll be happy i told myself.

I'll try.

Leave everything to the god.

I did my best and god will do the rest for me.

There's lots of friends asking me about my long distance relationship with her.

They gave loads of advices and some i disagreed.

One of them asked me to breakup since its so far.

I dont wanna breakup.

I dont feel like doing it,

I had been questioning my loyalty and my love to her.

I know i can do it.

But she's far and i cannot meet her often,

its hard.

the feeling its bad.

i dont know.

still ily

I hope myself will get through all of these tough times and pray for good time ahead.

The BBQ of 5SC1

2009-06-11T07:05:00.000-07:00

The BBQ of 5SC1

Too much to write about

Let the pictures do the talking

Tosai

Raymond The Organizer

Teik the Top Driver

Oasis where we had beer

Our food

Vain-ed XD

Just for someone =P

Teawhy

Jun Kit

Setting up BBQ. guided by ME

Jun Yik and Teik

Gay pose

Jason and Tatt

Yang Ray Davi

BBQ

Ray Jiek

Tatt say this emo

Fire burning

Raymond the Organizer

Everyone is siao

I was talking on phone with her

Its me =D

My KL Trip

2009-06-08T22:17:00.000-07:00

8th of June.

My KL trip.

Its Short but Sweet.

I missed everything there.

Lets the pictures do the talking

Inside Bus. when everyone went to toilet

Charboiled BBQ chic burger. Guess from where? =P

So big and nice =D

Its Carls Juniors =D

A frostie from Delicious =)

*8th of June* H&R

Holidays

2009-06-06T18:59:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone!

I'm back!

Its been a while since i last blogged.

I bet everyone missed my post . LOL

Here's a bit about my holidays.

Gurney almost everyday during this holidays.

And i'm going crazy soon about Supernatural Season 4.

Hell lots of episodes to watch.

Nothing much to post about.

I'm going kl the coming monday. Cheers

Here's some photos. And i got my L license deee =)

Davi and Wei Cheen outside KFC XD

My practical time =D

*She's being the one*

Let the pictures do the talking XD DOTA and SKYPE

2009-05-30T07:42:00.000-07:00

Dota Skype party XD

Makan XD

Emo XD

Oi Tam jiak eh Angel XD

Gonna go back dee XD

Stacked-up good morning sleep HAHA

Self take Gay Face XD

Me and Skype members XD

Teawhy XD Pandamonium

Gao kun la XD

Davi Me Teik and YS all going swimming XD

Me and my sexy boxers. Teik Ys fighting for towel XD

Mr Su =P

Someone took my pic XD

Ah pa yeng

Kelvin posing HAHAH

Food lovers XD Kheng Xiong and Bboy Chek

Cute Zhengs and Act Cool Ah Pa.

Emo Zhengs XD

Bboy Group. XD KX Yang Teawhy Kas Chek

Act Cute group. Kelvin Boon Zhengs Davi

Short updates

2009-05-24T00:37:00.000-07:00

Exam week

I had been busying with my revisions and so on

I went Borders last thursday to revise Maths with friends last thursday

Nothing much to blog

Will be right back after my exams.

Good luck to those who are having their exams =)

Starbucks =D

The nice decoration behind

The nice view

My drink =)

P.S. Enjoy the music of my blog =D

Birthday Woooooohoooo

2009-05-15T20:19:00.000-07:00

15th of May.

My birthday.

I'm still having exam.

And while having breaktime,

got dragged from toilet to ALUBA. ==

Discipline teacher walked past and saved my life.

But got our names written and sent to the discipline.

XD credits to ah chuen ah tatt raymond teik and tingyao

visit www.ray-eternity.blogspot.com for my video

Before going back

they gang-ed me once more.

My pants was hanging on the fan and my socks too ==

But it was fun.

Thanks for the wishes from everyone of my friend =D

Later at night

Teik and Tingyao came to my place and we went Daorae Korean BBQ restaurant for dinner

The place was very nice. and the service was excellent.

Teik brought me Chivas for my birthday. Thanks *its my favourite* HOHOHO

Teik later fetched Xupeng over to the restaurant. and we began eating.

The BBQ pork and chicken was delicious. but the eel fish was just above average.

Later on, Teik Tingyao and Xupeng came over to my house to eat my birthday cake

After that, they went back.

Thanks to Teik and Tingyao for celebrating my birthday with me. Cheers!

Chivas!!

The box!!

Side dishes

The BBQ thingy

The restaurant.

The couple

Mr entao of Chungling

At last, the good food. The seafood kimchi soup

Ps. J girl, Sorry for disappointing you =[ I am guilty but i hope you will forgive me. Sorry. What i said to you was true. You should have knew it girl =)

I love Saturdays

2009-05-03T00:24:00.000-07:00

Me Kassen Su and Anna went to library to study yesterday.

Its so boring inside there. Anna was eating inside while Su was sleeping.

I studied one and a half chapter of Sejarah.

Did a lil bit of maths. and later on we went Gurney.

We watched Coming soon.

2 penakuts scaring each other. LOL

its a nice movie really.

Manila place for dinner.

And the ms. Sampat aka anna keep drawing the paper on the table.

Before Kassen left, i was wondering something.

Can tomyam udon and spaghetti cabonara mix? XD

Just three of us left and we went shopping after that.

Anna and Su left at 9 something.

I went to meet up Davi and his friends at Sega.

One tower and one mug of guiness.

Its nice.

I love saturdays

Anna wanted to take my cute photos. But failed. HOHO

Dont sleep after eating in library. =P

Nice view in manila place.

Shades of fork. =]

Short update

2009-04-30T20:14:00.000-07:00

Sorry for lack of updates recently.

I was busy doing my works, folios, and preparing for my undang test.

Here's some pictures:

Sudah lulus Undang. =]

Okay. Quit. XD

Bynum and Kobe. Lakers win again =D

At last, credits to ANNA. ==

Daniel Wu's Shinjuku Incident's makeup plus my face

This is Daniel Tan Herhchooleta.

Cheers! =)

2009-04-25T20:09:00.000-07:00

Its been a while since i last updated my blog. Here's some pictures at random =]

Anna chio bi bi. Su keep covering. XD

Vaining at toilet as usual

HAHA. i gotcha. Mr Su and Su

Its Storytime

Firstly, Anna Tl me. Because:

I took this photo of her and Su playing this kiddy game. =P

Later i wrote this thing and she saw it. (Actually everyone agrees this la)

So, i decided to buy her her favourite bananas and take a picture with her. =]

She's angry no more. Teehee. Story habis

I was really busy these few days. Works folios and everything. No time for study too.

I went for undang yesterday. It was okay because the instructors were funny and nice.

I am going to drive soon. P by July.

Memang kenyataan

2009-04-16T04:43:00.000-07:00

Everything's unpredictable
anything can happen in a sudden
Me myself experienced it
Okay i admit.
I was starting to fall in love
but it ended in a sudden that i couldnt even imagine it
You had him
so why are doing this to me
I dont think i will be okay by today
guys like me recovers slowly
but as time goes by
everything would be fine.
I take this as a test from the god
as we have to toughen ourselves to face our future
I had no regrets
Some say it's karma
What goes around comes around.
I accept the fact that i am a fool
I am a fool in such a way that you can even lie to me and i pretend like nothing ever happened before
I tried my best to hide my feelings in house
I want nobody to sense it
Okay.
I know you never liked me before
You were just having fun right?
I wished you had enough fun out of me
Happy enough?
Do you still need more of it?
THE END.

And to someone,
i am sorry about your past.
The stories you told me i take it as nothing kay?
You're still that good in my memory.
=]

Short updates

2009-04-12T06:55:00.000-07:00

Friday 10/4/09

I went out with Anna Kassen and Su

Went to fetch Anna to Gurney

and later meet up Kassen and Su at MPH

We went for few rounds of food before Anna went back

WongKok Sakae then Sega

Before going sakae two of those sia char bo's went in ToyRUs

After two jugs of tiger and a lil bit of vaining

Anna was the first to went back

Kassen Su and me went for Shinjuku Incident later on

The movie was freaking great

And Daniel Wu was really hot when he acted punk

After movie I went back before Su and Kassen went back

It was a fun day

Saturday 11/4/09

Teik fetched me Tingyao Shufu WeiLun(Kiser) Lavin Ah pa to Qzone

They played draft and i watched they play while playing mine.

I was so steam then i dont wanna join in draft

I worry i will cause them to lose

After that Teik fetched me to Davi's house while he's going to Paktor with her girl

Lavin later came to Davi's place from Tett's house

and Davi's mum fetch us to gurney

We went snooker for a few hours and later on Sega until the end of the outing

we ordered a Tiger Tower and a jug of Tiger

Its very nice to join with davi's friend, Ken, Eddie(i dont know spell right or not) and Joel

My mum came and fetched me and Davi back

PS: Photos will be uploaded soon

Jason's birthday =D

2009-04-03T23:04:00.001-07:00

Let the Pictures do the talking =]

Vaining inside the toilet =]

ChongYee Me and Kelvin

Ah Pa (Davi) Kassen Jin Win all fighting for icecream XD

Dinoboy dreaming == Kassen jinWin Xiawei Ahpa.

Me and Ah boon

My Gay Bud. Yu-Chun. =D I Love This Take

Me and My Ah Pa. XD Gaying

Rawr XD

Dino is biting chic wing XD

Birthday Boy Jason. HAPPY BIRTHDAY

The Second Table guys. Hock Sheng Kelvin Khong yi Junfong Ah tatt

Its Birthday boy and me again =D

Khong Yi and me. He looks so happy. =X

I am looking at where? ==

Raymond Timothy Jason Chongyee Kelvin

CP3(me) and RayAllen20 (Jason)

Halo Ah pa. You siao dy?

Liew choosing drumsticks. Kinda wasting time

Oi mai waste my time d XD

It was a fun day.

I went to fetch Liew at his place after school.

He went in Redbox to find someone while i went toilet to Vain.

Bought Jason's present at Quiksilver.

Then went EchoPark to buy my purse. Yeahhhh

Liew went in Music World to buy his drumsticks

Wasted almost an hour there ==

Walked to Sega after that to have beer

and later on Liew's friend Lynn came

Liew got tipsy and he couldnt walk straight

He then walked Lynn to Giordano to buy something

Later on we met Birthday boy and Ray and we went Starbucks after that

Me and fong went MegaQue after that

I was steaming when playing snooker

because i was waiting for her message

Went straight to Seoul Garden with dudes

It was really fun at Seoul Garden

We chit-chatted laughed and enjoyed the food there

There was a part that was really freaking funny and paiseh

SOMEONE dropped his pants and he didnt wear underwear

A lady beside our table saw his D and got shocked

hahahahahahhahaha

I wont gonna mention who he is

So dont ask me

We went Prangin for movie

but unfortunately the movie was a bit too late for us

So we decided to go uptown

but most of guys didnt join us.

Just a few guys went in Uptown.

Tatt fetched me home after a tiring outing

Happy birthday CS.

All the best.

=(

2009-03-29T09:34:00.000-07:00

Friends around me suffering from aftermaths of breakup.

You know

As a friend/ bestie

Its a heartache to see you all getting moody

The feeling is not good

You know i feel it too

Just stand still face it with your courage.

If there's a will there's a way.

If you need a crying shoulder

I am willing to lend mine.

If you dont mind

I would be a good listener.

To all those who recently facing breakups

I will be always there.

Talking about results

my results are like a piece of shit

I promise to try harder next time

I did my best

but there's still room for improvement.

Pretend that there's no love between me and her

Pretend that I'm not the guy for her

Maybe its time.

Time to end my love for her.

So long.

Take care :)

Our memories would be forever

Not in the mood

2009-03-25T09:46:00.001-07:00

I dont feel well tonight

I dont feel talking on the phone with anyone

I did talk to someone but it was not the normal me tonight

I dont make fun a lot

I dont talk a lot of jokes

I dont laugh like i always did

She didnt noticed it

I wished she would never get it

I dont want her to worry

The feeling is killing me

I wish i was just a normal someone

I wish everything never started

I wish i never lied to anyone

You know

I would want to see you in my dreams tonight

In my dreams you're mine

I had enough of getting hurt

I wanna smoke tonight

I will do it later

I cant just suffer the days of missing you without cigarette

Throughout these days

I wanna thank cigarettes and alcohols for finding me a way to destress

Someone told me i am a depressed fool

I said What can i do.

I am not well

Tagged again by Cacing

2009-03-20T10:00:00.000-07:00

1. Crazy stuff u did before.
Poured glue on someone's hair

2. What is your most favourite thing to do ?
bodek teacher and be sarcastic to ppl

3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you go back to the past ?
Yes, i would love to go back to form 4 's January. I wanna be back with someone

4. How old are you?
16++

5. Is there someone in your heart right now ?

Dont know maybe no

.6. Do you feel loved in this world ?
Ya, my friends and family members

7. What are you afraid to lose the most ?
Friends and families

8. What you wish to do now?
To Tiok Leng

9. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her ?
I will

10.Do you think you are special?
I think normal

11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half?
I wish she could be NORMAL

12. What do you think is your purpose in life?
To live and die

13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
A lot

14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Fried egg

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
Die if i have to choose from one

16. If you have a chance, which part of Earth you want to live forever in ?
Japan. "Iku....

17. What is the most prized possession that you wish you can bring to Heaven?
*Dun really understand this ques,paiseh*

18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?
The bleeding. The lyrics rock. 'i'm better off without you, you're better off without me'

19. What is your plan when you become an old man or old woman?
Go Japan and do what men does best

20. Do u think your Life is beautiful enough?
Not yet but soon. =D

Tag: Cacing Gemuk again

Tagged by cacing Gemuk

2009-03-20T09:48:00.000-07:00

A special tag.
The Rules are :Copy to your own note, erase my answer, and enter yours.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real, nothing made up !
If the person before you had the same first initial,you must use different answers.
You cannot use any word twice &you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1.What is your name: Tan Herh

2.A four letter word: Turn

3.A boy's name: Tan Boo Teik

4.A girl's name: Tan Chi Lin

5.An occupation: Tomb Raider

6.A color: Tak Tahu

7.Something you wear: T-shirt

9.Something found in the bathroom: Toilet bowl

10.A place: The Charlie's Chocolate Factory

11.A reason for being late: Thrown out of bath tub from girlfriend and broke my leg

12.Something you shout: Tomato Sauce Sucks

13.A movie title: Tak Tahu

14.Something you drink: The Black Label

15.A musical group:The Sopranos

16.An animal: Tak Tahu

17.A street name: The Cacing Street

18.A type of car: Tomato's car

19.A song title: The Bleeding

20.A verb: Toto

Tag: No one

Dota Dota =D

2009-03-18T09:13:00.000-07:00

Just finished talking on phone with someone.

She told me 'you know you love me'.

I was like so dead now.

I didnt admit it.

But she keep on repeating.

Nvm its okay. =)

Went to Conway today with a few of my friends

Lavin and Davison dragged me to Strike after that

Started owning people

and started feeding as well

There's was some quarrelling at Strike there

but we didnt care about it

since we are not involved.

Walked to Gurney Drive to have our favourite SpicyWanTanMee

and fetched Lavin back later on.

忘不了,不了情.

Its karma.

What goes around comes around.

I know you're reading this.

To me,

Everything is nothing without you.

Things gone wrong

2009-03-17T11:02:00.000-07:00

In just a blink of an eye

Things gone against our wills

Its just like something unexpected happened suddenly

I am grateful that i'm still that old me.

Sometimes i wish i can save you

He was a friendly guy.

He was formerly a good friend of mine.

But now, I wouldnt want to talk to him anymore.

Its okay if you're feeling I'm trying to be sarcastic to you in my blog.

As a friend,

Its a heartache to see you through these nonsenses.

Last time almost everyone is borrowing money from you.

but now you're borrowing money from others.

Its okay if you have lost your money.

But stop it.

Control, you must have in you.

You told me you have got a formula.

NONSENSE i tell you. if there's it everyone would be millionaire

You're a dog to her aren't you? (In people's opinion, not mine)

Stop being an useless scum.

Wake up my friend.

I try to hold on, but it hurts too much

I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You care like a best friend of mine.

You show your concerns like no one ever did to me.

You should know i am still that into you.

Dont ask me why i told you i need you

Dont tell me about you and him

I had enough of it

I had enough of how he misses his ex more than you

I had enough of how endless you wan your love to be

I just want you. Got it?

I still remember i told you You are the one and only.

And you will always be the one and only.

I knew distance between us is leaving me behind you

他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人

你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛
再多坎坷我都陪你走

Its lucky to have a mask

I can hide my depressed looks and smile to you and everyone of my friend

like nothing ever happened.

What a Day XD

2009-03-13T19:38:00.000-07:00

Yeahhhh

Exams over

Its time to partayyyy

Friday

Moral test was the last paper i am having

Fetched TingYao back to his place after school

Then again pick up Tingyao to Netcity after that

Went back early at 7.30

because Teik is coming to fetch us to Lepak

Teik reached my house at 8 something

Went his house to take some ALCOHOL =X

After that we went Lois cafe for dinner

Finished Teik's Black Label that night

Then got a lil bit drunk XD

Went back Teik's place and play Wii with Tingyao

Lost in every sports to Tingyao (unbelievable)

After that i went Infinity with Tingyao

Teik didnt join us because he told us he was feeling tired

Got pawned by others as we're so sleepy

Met one of Tingyao's friend there and he fetched us home

Thanks to Teik and Tingyao's friend for giving me a ride

Happy Hols to everyone

and Sorry for sending nonsenses when i was drunk XD

Pictures of the day =] :

Money money money. Come to me. (Not mine) =X

Tingyao's censored face. XD

Teik's censored face. Black label with Bacardi =X

Here's the latest me. =D

I kissed your lips

I taste her mouth

Cause when I'm with her

I am thinking of you

You're the best

And yes i do regret

How could i let myself

Let you go

Now the lesson's learned

I touched it I was burned

Normal normal =P

2009-03-12T07:53:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow would be the last day of my school's exam

Hurrayss!

I finally get to take a good rest after having stress out busying with school works

Chungling boys enjoy your holiday.

Woooohoooo

Currently listening to 'The bleeding' from Five Finger Death Punch.

The Bleeding is freaking addictive.

Thanks Dinoboy for reminding me of this song. =D

Its been four months since i last met you.

Its been two months since i last talked on phone with you.

Its been one week since i last sms-ed you.

You know i miss you.

You know i need you.

You know i never wanted to get drunk.

You know i couldnt do it alone without you.

You're caring.

You're understanding.

You're loving.

I tried everything of mine to keep you by me.

I did my best but....

Sometimes

Truth hurts and lies worse

H,ILY still. ( I hope you're reading this.)

Shooooooo Exam

2009-03-10T07:45:00.000-07:00

Exams.

You have just ruined my life.

Study study and keep on study.

Is there anything that i can do with it?

That's life.

What can i do to it.

Tuesday.

Had add maths english and sejarah test today.

For sejarah i am totally gone.

Why does the teacher come out with so many form 4 questions?

I did my best to read form 5 chap 1 and 2.

And so F unlucky form 4 questions took more 50% of it.

I am still okay for add maths.

Its quite hard but afterall its still better than sejarah.

Someone promised me muffins.

Hope baking will help you in destressing.

Just dont be down anymore.

You know, i am always here for you.

My physics reference book. Was revising it before blogging.

Hell's kitchen. My favourite food show.

Gordon Ramsay. The king of F word

Gordon Ramsay. You rock XD

Exams Soon )=

2009-03-08T04:27:00.000-07:00

Exam exam exam.

Hate it laa.

I wanted to concentrate gaming but suddenly comes the exam.

Sunday.

As planned, went to school as early as 10.30 to play basketball.

Kelvin AhBoon Vincent reached earlier than me.

Others were late.

Those joining were

-Jyong

-Hock Sheng

-Jason

-Han Tatt

-Chao Chun

-Jayang

Played a few games. Took a few pics for blogging uses. Kap siao-ed.

Went back at 1.30.

Studied after cleaning up myself.

That's all for today.

Here's pictures:

Pineapple rice. Yummy. visit Mythai cafe. =]

Someday i would be able to dunk ( I think) =D

Kelvin si poser. XD Jyong stop laugh liao la KB24

They say Hock Sheng this pose yeng. Jason turn here please.

Han Tatt and XXX. shooting shooting XD

FlyDay XD

2009-03-06T04:40:00.000-08:00

Friday.

As usual, it was a fun-filled day. Played a prank on someone.

Skipped extra class today due to a Birthday celebration in Caltex Mcd.

Rode on Tatt's bike to One stop.

Bought Kent and went to Belisa Row's Secret to buy cake.

Marble, Apple crumble, Yogurt, Oreo. Cheeseeeeecakess. =]

I reached Mcd like 5 minutes earlier before she reached there.

Saw my Chem teacher. He's dating there maybe?

She reached when i was Dr*gon-ing.

Walked her inside and bought food for her.

Saw Chia Sern(Jason) and talked a while with him.

We chit-chatted, laughed as time passed.

She will have to go for tuition afterwards.

Tatt reached after having his extra class.

She waved goodbye to me and went tuition later on.

Me and Tatt dr*gon-ed, talked before fetching me back home.

Thanks for your ride.

That was my day.

Flyday =D

Here some pics at random.

Partayy at Hazell's place.

Mai kacau. Sedang EMO.=D

Bad skill from Kuanyu. XD From left. Jason, Me, Kuanyu, Gene

Chik-chak. One more. =]

Random XD

2009-03-05T04:54:00.000-08:00

I couldnt recall when's the last time i wrote something in my blog. Let me briefly blog about my life through those days. =D

27/2/09

School's cross country race. I was helping out as Pembantu Teknik, not participating in the run. The youth park is F**king crowded that morning. At least i get to Dr*gon before starting to work. =P Congrats to Han Tatt and Khong Yi for a fifth place and ninth place finish respectively. After finishing my work there, I met up YuChun (Eugene) Kuanyu and ChiaSern( Jason) and went Gene's place to wash up. Sat taxi to Gurney and we went Redbox after having our lunch. Its quite fun to have joined up them there. Before going back home we went coffee bean for a drink.

3/3/09

A happy day in school. My bio teacher was absent and a teacher came in my class to look after us. Ms L. I told my friend i would show him my 'Po' (bodek) skills since they told me she's lansi. I started to ask her questions and she was like so cold to me. Later on, i starting to tell stories. And she's like impressed and she keep on laughing on my jokes ( Some of my friend told me she was laughing because she thought that i am childish =.=). I'm sure she will remember my name by now. Had fun at school unexpectedly.

5/3/09

I am so guilty now. The story of the 'thumb' is now known by every student of the same form of me. I kept quiet since everyone was asking me about the story. To him, i wanna apologize for not respecting. To her, I wanna apologize for spreading out to a few talkative guys. To everyone who's reading my blog, everything that i can tell you is all that rumours is just rumours. Some maybe right and some might be wrong. So stop spreading it okay? =[

There's someone in my school who was quite annoying since the start of form 5. Its not good to spell out his name here. What i can tell you is his description and his characteristics.

He is Tok Janggut of CLHS.

Frankly speaking He has got the 'best' look among chung ling guys.

First, he thinks that he's handsome. then he started to act cute.

He thinks that he is charming.

For god's sake he's hot. His hair style(wires) his specs(Oval) his looks(Totally cool).

He's the funniest blogger in school.

As Jason said, you can read his blog whenever you're moody.

Ask Jason who he is if any of you is interested. XD

Here's some random pics of mine. More pics will be uploaded soon.

Vaining while bored waiting for my comp to finish fixing.

Not so clear dota pic. Storm =P

Guess who's that. L4D rocks

Hahahaa. Can you recognised the guy with spec? he's a blogger too.

Finally. Me Myself and I

Basketball addiction Part 2

2009-02-20T21:32:00.001-08:00

MVP MVP. Kobe and Shaq with MVP honor.

Pulling away for a shot. KB24 rocks.

Such a friendly smile. =D

CP3(me) and Jay-Z XD

I had dreamt of flying this high to lay-up. Hurrays CP3

Basketball addiction

2009-02-16T04:02:00.001-08:00

Jason Kapono. Too bad he lost in the three point shootout this year. Or else it will be a hat-trick for him.

My favourite guy among all basketball players. KB24. Was an All-Star MVP at 2007, A Nba MVP for 2007-2008 season. Won his third All-Star MVP award this year with co-winner O'Neal.

This guy is a living freak. With a height of 5 foot 3 inch. He is ablt to dunk over a Seven footer. Grats on his second Slam Dunk champion.

School Reopens.

2009-02-04T04:28:00.000-08:00

End of CNY.

Fucking bored of going to school.

Homeworks homeworks and homeworks.

Getting used to it now.

Sighh.

I mean like what's the purpose of going to school

Everybody is sleepy in class

Everybody is not listening to the teacher

Some is watching P**N in class

Some is gambling

My class is like WTF

You wont believe its ChungHigh

What now?

Will have to waste lots of money repairing my desktop

Couldnt play dota with my notebook

Its like so lag

I wanna play dota everyday

My hands are so gatal

Dota Left 4 Dead

Wooooo :]

Err

If anyone's interested in a Dota 5 v 5 CM game

please write to me in my chatbox

I think my team needs serious training

[LP] ROCKSSSSS

I Tried

2009-01-23T22:50:00.000-08:00

I tried to stop smoking.

But i failed.

At least i didnt smoke for a week.

My friends were asking.

Herh, why no dragon d?

I told them i stop smoking.

But i just couldnt did it.

Just like how i said

I tried to forget you.

I tried but

you know how hard it is to be without you.

Life's not good either.

At least there's something which can really cheer me up.

GAMES

Dota- Started the first game with my F*ck./Metal team.

Won it. and my interest in dota is back.

Left 4 Dead- The greatest hunter of all time.

Brings laughs and joys to players.

Well,

kinda into someone now.

I hope that she's into me too.

Numbers

2009-01-18T06:28:00.000-08:00

Its been weeks ago since i last updated my blog. Sorry everyone, was busy with my school stuffs. =[

I wanna talk about numbers tonight. I had been thinking for days and nights. Numbers numbers and numbers.

These are a list of numbers i got in my mind for days:

3386 A number i hadnt been calling since one month ago. Saw this number plate like few times when i am on the way to school. Well, to me, it feels so familiar but yet so far from me. Seriously, i didnt miss this number.

9422 This is the number that accompanied me for (arguably) a year ++. Again i saw this number plate somewhere near my house. This is the only number that made me regret what i did. This is the one which bring back a lot of sweet memories. And sad ones too. Sorry for everything.

7364 This is a number which brings a lot of laughters to me. I like this number because when you total up its 20. Its kinda lame. =X

9664 I almost forgot this number until a message in Christmas Eve. I had grown up thanks to this number. Passed my sweetest yet bitter days with this number.

4399/2144 Bringing joy and colours to my life. Thanks.

9189/5744/2333/6459 Lights up days with Games. Addiction to dota made us a team.

Trying to adapt my Form 5 life. I think that's all for today's numbers. Chaos.

TC! =)

First Day in form 5

2009-01-05T03:13:00.000-08:00

5/1/2009. The first day i'm in C class. The first day is real cool. But the teachers seems damn sucky. Three discipline teachers teaching me. The first thing i am going to say is like duhhh is this class really that bad to let discipline teachers control? XP

A few new buds this year. My class is very noisy i mean like super noisy. But a great basketball team to be. I am sure that if there's an inter-class competition then we will win it.

So how's everyone's new schooling days? Fine there? =]

I wish everyone the best here.

2009

2009-01-04T00:06:00.000-08:00

A new year. 2009. I will be facing SPM this year. So its kinda tough year for me. Will have to work really hard. But the happiest thing is i get to drive this year. I will be free. I wanna drive someone to QEII. I promised to fetch someone out and She's waiting. XP

Hopes for this year:

Good results for SPM
Lots of angpows during CNY and my birthday
Pass my driving test as fast as possible
Improve my dota a lot a lot, i mean like Lavin that standard =P
A GIRLFRIEND which is very good to me
Stop smoking

May god bless everyone of my friend with happiness and all the best in everything. Happy new year everybody.

Christmas christmas dont be late

2008-12-25T03:35:00.000-08:00

Its been long since i last updated my blog. Passed my christmas eve with a few of my friends at Evergreen Laurel Hotel. Went to meet them at 4 something, enjoyed jacuzzi and sauna with them and later on prepared ourselves to go gurney. Met lots of people there.

Nothing special. Played a bit of spray. Received a few text of Merry Christmas. Drinked beer and champagne. Took Maggi Mee at 7-11 during midnight. My christmas, nothing much.

Pictures will be uploaded soon.

=]

2008-12-16T10:44:00.000-08:00

16/12/08 Days passed. 2009 is getting nearer. I wanted to drive so badly. But i just dont wanna face my SPM. Went to pray at temple this morning, met up my cousins, aunts and uncles, chit-chatted and later went to fetch Lavin to one stop. Started snooker and somehow ah Hou and his friends came too. I am lucky to beat three guys today. I mean super lucky.Went Netcity New World Park(my home ground) for dota later on. Zhi Zheng joined and had fun for about four hours. Learned much from Lavin. After that, daddy came, fetched Lavin back and bought some McD for dinner. My two cousins came by and stay overnight at my place. That's my day.

To someone who is a Boyfriend of my 'Best friend', i hope that you are reading this. It doesnt matter that who you are, just treat her with your heart. Just be good to her. Dont try and hurt her. I just dont want to see her sad. I dont wanna see her moody. She's the best and you, the lucky one, please be there for her every moment she needs you. Just a promise that you dont ever break her heart anymore.

And I got something to tell everyone.

I admit that i am a Smoker. Smoker i mean. I did smoke. I am still smoking. I am not lying. I couldnt stop until now. So what? Who cares? I smoke whenever i am feeling not good. I smoke whenever i am feeling moody. I smoke whenever i am feeling lonely. I smoke whenever the one i needed is not there for me. I smoke because i just dont wanna think that much. Who to blame? Myself. Sorry if i did let any of you disappointed. No one understands what i am feeling now. She's the first to leave, then another her left, and now one more. Its just hard.

Everything's Over

2008-12-10T19:17:00.000-08:00

She's gone. Everything's over. I am all on myself again. Or i should say since that day i am all by myself until now. Its the same. I dont wanna talk about her anymore. My life is still the same. =]

I'm fine. No worries.

Passed my last two days at Davison's place. Played dota with him and somehow Lavin came and teach us something. Teached me on on hero usage and a bit of combo-ing. Thanks.

Dota Dota Snooker Snooker. Life's just limited to those two things. The good thing is i am not bored with this life. I Love My Life I Love MySelf. =)

A Post

2008-12-08T09:45:00.000-08:00

Lazy to update my blog recently. I dont have topics to write nowadays. Duhh. Today went Zheng's house and later we went Netcity until 6. Took dinner on 6 something and went Conway with Cs and Ah boon later on.

What i am going to write for today is i watched the Initial D movie and i dropped tears. I couldnt believe it. The ending recalls my deepest cut she gave me. The main actress reminded me of her. This feeling sucks. I dont like the feeling of thinking back to my past. I'm alone that moment, i wished EL is there with me that time. I dont want to think anymore. The feeling is real hard. Not feeling well now. =(

Last day. Thanks for the memories =)

2008-12-03T09:04:00.001-08:00

I took this one. IMY =(

Outside my hotel. Take care =]

Thanks for the memories =D

LOLS. Its me again

Toilet. =P

Thanks for the memories. Thanks for everything in KL. We missed the chance to hang out together but its okay. I know we shouldnt be so close since we had our partners. Sorry for lying about the present. I just wanted you to buy what you like for yourself. =/ I will miss you. I mean it. These pics mean a lot to me. Memories =) Life goes on. Hope you maintain your good love relationship I wish you the best in everything. Take good care of yourself. I dont know when will be meeting again. =]

Second day in KL

2008-12-03T08:50:00.000-08:00

This guy got a RED lips. xD

This two stupids dont even know i took them. and i dont know what are they doing in the hotel room until i waited for almost an hour. Duhh

Took this one while waiting for that two stupid ppl.

Herh is vaining. TeeHee =P

Me again =X

My fav of all =]

The second day was real tired. Waited for the couple at times square. That guy asked me to Sungei Wang so i went there to meet up them. Searched for lunch, he say cincai, but his gal was like duhh choosing. =X no offence kay. Took lunch at Shanghai 10 restaurant. And later bought jeans at Romp and a Tee at Times Square. Dad fetched me back from times square and went for dinner later on at Kenny rogers. That's all for the second day.

First day in KL

2008-12-03T08:27:00.000-08:00

What she took that day. =]

I am really steaming. =X

Was so tired that time =/

The first day was really boring. Went to mcd to take my lunch with daddy. After that dad left and she came to find me. She ordered a double cheese and i just have a drink. We chit-chatted, laughed, enjoyed the lil moment we had together.

Here's some random pics of me and dota =]

2008-11-28T19:50:00.000-08:00

Vaining =P

My Attacker Warlock. 44 mins and thats all.

This is what i wrote that day. 12 min BF.

Me vaining again xD

Sexy isnt it? x)

Davison's house toilet xP LOLS

Vain kaki x]

WHY?

2008-11-27T05:53:00.000-08:00

why everybody is asking me to update my blog?

I am F*CKING lazzyyyyy recently

I dont even have time to date with her

I am working working and working

Clubbing clubbing and clubbing

I love this kind of life

CLUB WORK DOTA and SNOOKER

life rocks!!

Today's dota session ended in three hours time

Nothing much

every game with leavers

Didnt actually ended even a game

Duhhhh

What i wanted now is just to date her

that's all

Gonna visit KL soon

and i will meet someone.

Woohoo xD

But my heart will be with the same one.

(To Her) No worries kay =)

This sat clubb clubb clubb

woohoo

And BTW to a girl who is a girlfriend of a guy

I did see you in Mois last saturday when i went with Davison Hock Sheng Hsien Yang Jieloon them

Stop pretending (I know you hate me)

i know you are reading

i just dont wanna write out who you are

Someone told me he saw you.

I did saw you too

There's no intentions of offending you or what

I pity your boyfriend =X

That's all for now

=D

2008-11-20T09:19:00.000-08:00

Skipped my work today purposely to enjoy my DSD. (DSD = Dota & Snooker day) Got scolded by mummy for didnt inform her that i didnt go to work. She told me to tell her because she dont have to wake me up early in the morning and its real hard to wake me up. =X

There's no one who could fetch me out today. So, i will have to walk almost 1.5 km to the nearest bus stop. I waited for almost one hour and there was no bus. Then, a taxi passby and i decided to take it. The taxi guy dont even know where is New World Park until i told him Burmah Road. Duhh.

Reached Netcity by 3.40 something and started dota. (For those who know Dota) First Game, Veno - Lothar Guinsou Treads Eaglehorn. Lose and leave. No teamwork and pro opponents. Second Game, With Zheng, Clockwerk, Battlefury Radiance Hyperstone Helm Reaver Shoe. 48 Min All Leave. Third Game, With Zheng, Clockwerk 12 min Battlefury and everybody leave. Fourth Game, With Zheng, Treant, Radiance, Heart x2 (one is from leaver), Hyperstone, Satanic, Shoe. End Game Win. Last Game, Tormented Soul, Guinsou Travel Scepter 52 min. End Game Win. Bored right? All about Dota. =.=

Waited for bus at 8 and reached 1 stop to play snooker. Bought some dvds and went in for snooker. Lost the first game to CsLee even leading almost throughout the game Late Game Careless. xD Won the second game when playing with Chek and H.Sheng. Lost the third to Kelvin Saw( I HATE YOU xP) and win the last game (Personal thanks to Hsien Yang).

I didnt smoke today. Someone gave me Pall Mall Menthol but i said no. I am being a good boy now.

They say this saturday going club again? Anyone joining?

That's all for tonight. Gotta sleep soon. TC everyone =)

Working

2008-11-18T01:27:00.000-08:00

18th of November. A normal and boring working day. Woke up at near 10 then my mummy fetched me to work. So tired but still i will have to work. Gotta earn money because i am POOR. That was a fun saturday night i had at 15th of November. Get to know a few new friends and certainly enjoyed my NIGHT. WooHoo!

I went Fame SS and Mois that night. I preferred Mois the most but some of my friends couldnt went in.So wasted most of the time deciding where to go in that day. I look much mature than them isnt it? =P Just drank a lil bit of Martell, nothing much.

Maybe going this Saturday again? Gotta ask TS JL and HS them first. Hee =) The second post of my blog, feeling super BORREEEDDDD right now. Link me up everyone. Thanks

Chaos ;]

Here's My Own Blog

2008-11-17T09:25:00.001-08:00

I am sooooooo proud to present my bloggie to everyone. =] Many of them will sure ask a question 'Why you choose to have your own blog but not just writing that last one?'

That one is just for me and her. And surely this one should be on my life. Teehee xD

Here's my intro.

Herh

A CLHS boy

Single

Penang

Much into dota and snooker

That's all right now.

Update soon.

Chaos =)